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Ok sry for all the curse words ill take all of them out!

DAMN IT!!!

I ALREADY WROTE A *F* THING ABOUT HATING LOVE BUT I GOT NTOHER
MY GOD *D* FRIEND LOVES THIS GUY
AND WHEN I BECAME FRIENDS WITH THE GUY
SHE STARTED MAKING *F* STORIES ABOUT ME IN HER *S* OF A HEAD
NOW HE'S MOVING AND SHE'S SAYING IM GOING TO CONFESS AND ME AND THE GUY ARE GOIGN TO RUN AWAY TO SOME PLACE
I TOLD HER TO SHUT UP A MILLION TIMES AND SHE WONT LISTEN
I WANNA SMACK HER OR STAB HER WITH A KNIFE!
SHE HAS PROBLEMS AND SHE'S PUTTING THEM ALL ON ME!
WHAT AM I HER SLAVE?!
THAT GIRL SHOULD GO *F* DIE IN HELL!

God Damn Love

DAMN LOVE!
I HATE IT I HATE IT!!!
we *F* need it for life but it casuses so much pain
i've never been in love so i wouldnt know but my friends
all of them have suffered somehow
i'm a real great friend with this one guy but one of my friends are in love with him
now im causing her pain
all of it
she still talks to me but every time i can tell
i could always tell if someone was lieing teling the truth or was in pain
it was one of those talents i've had
i could tell she was in pain
and it was my fault
i know that we need love to live
but i think at this moment love should dig a hole climb into it and die!!!

Do I have a reason for living?

I thought about this today.
Do I have a reason to live
And if I dont
Should I continue on

Should I live my life
Not knowing why
Should I live my life
Without a meaning

Are people here
Just to live
Are animals here
Just to live

Some people know why they live
Some live for science
Some live for math
and some live for music

Do I live
As a burden
Why do I live
And do deserve it

Everyone tells me
Of course you do
You help everyone
And everything

But then I ask myself
If I help everyone
Then who
Who will help me

Do I live just to help others
Do I have no purpose for myself
Do I live just for others
And never for me

And if do have another purpose
Will i be able to figure it out
Or will I die
Not know if i have a reason to live